I was tired of the repetitive life.

Looking forward to new things.

One day, I gave up my previous life.

I had been through a lot of detours since then.

I was full of enthusiasm.

And never felt so close to my goal.

Things seemed different from what I thought.

There was no easy way to success.

I reflected on myself.

And started to understand I was not always right at the end.

I learnt the lesson.

I should just keep running to pursue my dream.

But changes came so suddenly.

I had to adapt to changes.

Standing at crossroads, I didn’t know where to go.

I wished a discerning person could appear to point out a right path for me.

But others' roads were not necessarily suitable for me.

Giving up always came to the front.

Sometimes even envied those who follow the crowd were carefree.

The road under my feet was blurred.

Helpless about the injustice of this world.

I felt lost and went astray.

And persisted in the wrong direction.

I comforted myself - unsuccessful because there was not enough failure.

If I am not focusing and persisting in what I want, I will not succeed.

I would lose something if I want to gain something.

I started to ignore people who laughed at me.

Time flies, and I couldn' t control myself to pursue my dream.

Sometimes I was exhausted,and I wish I could just rest well.

I might look good in the eyes of friends, but only I knew how bad it actually was.

I tried to leave my sad, desperate side to myself.

Family are my strong shields,which actually gave me more pressure.

They believed in me, more than myself.

But after a period of effort, I felt things returning to the start and I was not creating anything.

Confidant is hard to find.

People convinced me to end this endless journey.

I started to doubt what was I doing for, would it be better just end everything.

Did I go on the wrong way? Would everything just end here?

At this moment, hope appears in desperation.

My last effort lighten my life, and the previous efforts were all foreshadowing.

The last couple of days were peaceful and familiar.

I finally found a breakthrough.

And come to this day.

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